talked him again
Mood:  a-ok
i talked him now, because i wondered what my profit is. these days, you know, i think of him so much, but could not tell him about it, and always talked about it one of my friend.so i asked him if he think of me or not. then he said "yes". i was so glad to hear the word "yes" and also sorry for him, because he is busy thinking of his job and future. then we talked a lot. in the end, i couln't solve the problem,but it was valuable for us to talk about ourselves. thatnk you for your advice,Mr.Green. i couln't drop him,but i'm satisfied with the result.

orientation
Mood:  happy
last Saturday, i had a orientation for north america tour in 2005. in the tour, i 'll go Canada, and there were no freiend in the group.So, i was anctious if i can make many friends or not, but acutually, i could make many friends. after finishing the orientation, i had a party for make more friends,i also cloul make friends.So, i'm getting more and moreinterented in the study tour.
when i go to Canada, i'll make more friends and try to communicate host family more and more!!! now i am so exiting;)

i made...
i made a necklace!! i made it at the shop near Yagoto station. i do not know if you know the shop for stones,but i recommand you to go there and make your own accessaries. i bought a stone;black one named ONIKISU, it means that it calls forth my ability. so you can go there now!!!

A Donor!!!
Mood:  special
I am a donor!!!today, i went to the general gym to give blood.once i tried to do that, but i couln't pass the checks. so in this time, i had a assurance that i can give blood,because i'm now healty. in the end, i couldn't give blood, but i tried to be a donor for bone marrow;blood inside bone. first, i fill in the blanks,then, watch the video and accept to be a donor, am checked my health, finally, give blood to know if my blood fit to some patients's one. after giving blood, i got a pack of cookies,a orange juice and two sticking plasters:>

confused...
Mood:  blue
these days, i do not see him...,because he works on weekday,while i work weekday and weekend. i can't ask him to date,because he says;" i want to think of my job,now" so i can't interrupt him and i don't know how to communicate with him. he sometimes criticises me. so i lose my pride. i try to say about it,but he doesn't seem to understand my feeling. i don't know what to do...shoul i part from him???

nice place
Mood:  suave
last Friday, i and one of my friend went to the bar to cerebrate him who passed the exam to be a real worker. (we work at same resturant) The bar was so cute and drinks are so good!!! in the bar, we talked a lot,for example, our job, my campas life, happening and so on. he is like my real brother, easy to talk. so the time passed very fast.
i've never talked a lot with the opposite sex like this time,i had a great time:>

shock
Mood:  down
i am a teacher at cram school,now i teach English for three students.two of them are nineth grade students, they have to study hard to pass the exam.
today,i teach them just like every Moday,i heard the phrase;"you have to study all subject, or you'll fail" i know how imprtant to pass the exam,but it loses their interests. if i were the student, i would lose interest and give up passing the exam. i'll never respect "the teacher" and never be like "her"!!!

so clear!!!!!
Mood:  surprised
on every Friday, i don't have any class, i always stay home or go outside. Last Friday,i went to a glass shop to exchange my contact lenses,because these days, i felt they are dirty and can't see clearly. so, in the shop, i asked to exchange them. then, one of clerker said "it's better to exchange them once a half a year,but you used them for a half and a year!!",i was so surprised and understood that is why i couln't see clearly.
when i wear new ones, i felt as i wear them for the first time;i could see everywhere evry clearly!!!

Furisode
Mood:  happy
On Nov. 21st, i put Furisode on to take pictures for Seijin-shiki. first, i was made up my face and hair,then, i wore pink-colored-Frisode. During i was worn it, my body was laced tightly, i couldn't move easily, but i'm so happy;) i want to wear it soon and meet many friends on "the day".

in winervacation...
Mood:  lyrical
on the new years eve, i'll spend with my friends. today, i come back home with one of my friends, talked about the day and decided to make Toshikosi-Soba and some kinds of Japanese supper. then after eating them, we'll stay all the night and see the first sun shine on the top of the mountain. it is the every-year event for us,but almost all of us have a part time jobs or job, we thought woun't to do so this year. i am, however, soooo happy!!!